Evening Calmness

Evening calmness brings joy and peaceful
thoughts to my mind.
Some may be tranquil
while others are rough.
Birds are migrating and moving away
silence overcomes the emptyness behind.

Love is Like a Rose

Love is like a rose
It can be beautiful and grow and bloom
but it can also wilt, hurt you and disappoint you.
Looks can be deceiving
not everything is as it seems.
A thorn can stab your heart and scar you forever.
A petal can give you hope, warmth and revitalize your spirit.

Ni te imaginas

Nunca pense querrerte
Que seria tan facil acostumbrarme a ti
Otra vez te encontre
No lo esperaba de ti
Estas dentro de mi corazon para siempre
Como si fuiste luz en mi vida
Me enseñaste cosas differentes
Otra vez habia musica en mi
Ojala te acordaras de mi
Yo no podre olvidarte
Risa y llanto haz estado ahi
Tus palabras han dado esperanza en mi
Intentare olvidar
Se que va hacer dificil pero tengo que intentar
Ni te imaginas, pero tu te vaz a acordar.

*Love*

Love can be so frustrating or funny.

Humans need Love to Live.

If you don't have Love, you have nothing.

~Reyna M.~

Time

time is always running,
it leaves us in an instant,
time is always moving,
it has its quickness to it,
time is ticking and tocking,
time slows down when you want it to speed up,
time speeds up when you want it to slow down,
time works against you and sometimes works for y0u,
time is wasted and you can not change the past,
time is ticking and tocking,
so you better make it last

"GAGA!"

To my daughter, Kaeli, who is 17 months old...

"GAGA!"

I can't wait to get home from school
Each and every day.
I think it's so cool
Just to hear her say -
"GAGA!"

To see her smile and say that word
It brightens up my day.
I can't wait to pick her up
Just to hear her say -
"GAGA!"

If I'm sad or if I'm mad
She'll do it either way.
She must know when I need
Just to hear her say -
"GAGA!"

Time will pass, she will grow
Words will come and stray.
The time will come when I will love
Just to hear her say -
"DADDY!"

My Daughter

Daniella

I think about you all the time
I wonder how you are when I’m not around
I wish I could be watching over you all the time
I worry about you needing me when you are away from me
I have to remember that you are growing
I notice you becoming so independent
I want you to trust in me always and remember that
I am always ready to listen when you need to tell me something
I am your mother, teacher and friend

Love You.

Oscuridad

Oscuridad
belleza y calma
de mis suenos

me permite deslisarme
sobre las nubes majestuosas del cielo

es el rostro de la noche
y companera de desvelos

Oscuridad
digna y fragil
Estoy despierto!

ESPOSO

Cuando te conocí mí mirada cayo en ti

Después mi invitasteis a bailar y de ahí los fuimos a cenar

Me gustaba cuando me levantabas de mi casa, para salir en la mañana

Y no regresaría hasta la madrugada. Mi recuerdo cada vez que me llamabas

Pudría sentí las veces que me besabas.

Hoy que estamos casados le doy gracias a DIOS por haberte encontrado.

Ahora el futuro nos espera unidos para siempre y hasta que la muerte nos separe.

My kids

My kids
Wonderful, beautiful
My kids
Messy, Needy
My kids
Big hugs, lots of kisses
My kids
Tantrums, crying
My kids
Smiles, laughter
My kids
headaches, backaches
My kids
What I live for
Why I wake up every morning
My kids, My Purpose, My Heart
I LOVE YOU TYLER,
I LOVE YOU PEYTON,
Don't ever change

Yo vengo de...

Yo vengo de los pájaros que escuchaba
cada vez que mi abuelo nos llevaba a la placita,
de la nieve que comíamos
cada vez que el platero pasaba con su carito sonando la campana.

Vengo del cuarto azul
donde jugábamos a las escondidas,
y de repente se llenaba de risas.

Vengo del patio de mi abuela
donde las flores llenaban de aroma dulce el amanecer,
donde las frutas llenaban mi estomago en vez de comer,
donde la hierba buena curaba todo malestar.

Yo vengo del corazón de mis abuelos,
los cuales me inculcaron a respetar y obedecer
ese corazón que me lo ha enseñado todo,
mis amores que jamás olvidare.

Eyes

Many eyes are looking at me.
------Eyes of Wonder--------
Waiting to use their eyes to learn
I'm not nervous because they look at me!
In fact,
I am filled with joy.

Dreams

I'm in bed cold, and crying, what is happening to me. Looking around scared and freighening, asking myself, where am i. How did i get hear. Is this actually happening to me. I'm i dream i ask myself. Dreams are so realistic, sometimes you ask you self if your actually in a dream or if it actually happen. you will only find out when you wake up. Dreams are very real and your feeling that you feel during a dream feel so real, that when you wake up it was all just a dream. Their are many different kind of dreams. Sweet dreams, and hope you have a good dream. Look at this peom of dreams, it seems so real.

Tropical Dream

After tossing and turning for what must have been an hour or so,
I find myself lying on a tropical beach,
the waves gently licking the sand.
I gaze up at the sky and notice some pelicans
soaring and swooping, looking for lunch.
There's a catamaran sailing offshore,
swept by the wind that is cooling my brow.

Ode to Tucker

Zoom, Zoom, Zoom goes the engine,
Vroom, Vroom, Vroom goes my Tucker,
Passing cars here and there,
But doing it with such grace,
He may appear to be an angel,
But don't let his white exterior fool you!
For his driver has no patience
and would surely flick you off!
As we drive by we'll leave some Jay-Z behind,
Telling you to show us what you've got,
For Tucker and me have surely shown you ours,
So I say this one phrase to you,
'Let's go get 'em Tucker!'

Hugs

Hugs

A hug always warms the heart. It welcomes us back home.
A hug is a way to share joy, love and sad times that we go through.
Hugs can make someone smile when you are sad or just sorry when you have been bad.
They can give you love and comfort.
Hugs are for everyone. It can be from you grandma to your neighbor, or a cuddy teddy bear.
It’s amazing how a little hug makes everyone feel good
A hug can say a thousand words.
Without a single spoken one
A hug can put things right again.
So don’t forget to give a hug to someone today.

My Children

I nurtured them and
I needed them.
I taught them how to walk and
sometimes how to talk.
Then I let them grow and
let them go.
Then there were prom dates
and staying out late and
driving reckless and
driving tickets and
sleepless nights and
sibling fights and
YES I'd do it all over
again.

My Children

My Children

Mornings

Mornings, mornings, mornings
those dreaded, dark, and gloomy mornings
which introduce a new day,
are actually not very pleasant.
Every morning when I get up,
I feel overwhelmed with all the duties that await for me.
I drag myself out of bed
already thinking on the numerous tasks
that I must do and not forget,
pack lunch, prepare my backpack, iron cloth.
All in all, my mornings are,
busy, busy, busy.

My Friends

I have very good Friends.

I would never trade Them for anyone else.

They always stand by my side

& support me in what ever decions I make.

If I had to go back in time,

I would choose MY same Friends

becuase they are

reliable,

trustworthy

and

dependable.

Accidentally In LoVe

Well I just want to share a little story about my life. This happened about 4 years ago. We were getting ready to go to Mexico for the weekend. I was waiting for my boyfriend to got to my house so we could take off. Anyways, he never got there. He never called nor did he would pick up the phone. Well to make the story short the called after a big while and he said he had been in a car wreck. He explained he was OK but that it was still a while until he would get to the house. So, when he told me where he was at, he asked me to go and meet him there. So I did, and there I was looking at him and the police and wreck and the whole deal. Then he came over to where I was at and he proposed to me. I was so mad but after everything I forgot I was even mad. Also, to say the truth I was scared I would not like the ring, but fortunately I did, so I said YES! It is a heart diamond so pretty. And its almost 3 years married now! How crazy...

Tick-Tock

Moving, Moving, Running out, Disappearing
Not Forgiving, Never Ending
Wasted, Rushed, Always Needing More, More, More
I don't have enough, I'm out the door.
Stress and Headaches
Worry, Worry, Hurry, Hurry
I need it, Please!
Spare some, Give some, Lend me some.... TIME!!

Why did you turn and look away?

It was September and hot outside

So I decided to go inside to go drink

As I stood there trying to figure out what to drink

I noticed that you were noticing me from a distance

Why did you turn away?

Why didn't you smile or say hey?

I thought you knew how surprised that I was to

finally know that someone was noticing me

My thirst went away and I wanted to just fly away

to a place far, far away

As I opened the door

you just looked to the floor

with a sad look on your face

Thinking I should of opened that door

and said Hey

My Sweet Little Blessing

♥ I just want you to know that I couldn't have asked God for a better blessing than the one he gave me. The day that I first had you in my arms was the day that everything changed for me. My sweet little blessing, you mean the world to me. Although, you are still too young to know how much I love you I promise that as you grow you will understand all the love I have for you. I promise to protect you and guide you through the right paths of life since I only want what is best for you. Thank you dear God for sending me this sweet little blessing. ♥

Truth Behind the Face

Sorrow and grief is all that's felt
pain and tears show despair.
He who sees only sees
a banner covered
with green. A face
that's up just for show
and that with laughter
wishes to control.
But in reality its
just grief and once again
I cry for thee.

Children's Voices

Children's voices

Sweet sounds for the ear

Making choices

With frightful tears

Trying to perform for standards set

Not knowing why they must be met

Teachers with their strict procedures

Lack affective features

My Pony Pictures

My Pony Pictures

As a child my brothers and I were constantly finding our self getting into trouble. One day like any other day my brother Doug and I were playing outside at our apartment complex called Campabella. We did this everyday, we would go outside to play and before dark we would go inside. Well this day was a little different for Doug and I. We were playing like we normally do and we see this lady and man walking by and what caught my brother and my eyes was they were dragging along a pony the most beautiful pony I had ever seen, its colors were a dark brown and white. I could not believe that there was a pony right before our eyes I had never seen a real pony up close like that before. My brother and I just watched from a distance looking to see what they were going to do with the pony. We see the man stand the pony in front of a tree he ties a torn up rope to the tree. We then see the lady put something heavy and brown on the back of the pony, we did not have a clue what it was but the pony did not seem to mind. We also see the lady put a colorful blanket on the back of the horse right behind the brown thing she put on the back. We then see the man take something out of his black bag he had been carrying. It was some kind of stand he opened it up and placed a camera on top of the stand. We still did not know what to think about what was happening. A little while later we see another lady walk up she has a little boy with her. We see the two ladies talking, we then see the man pick up the little boy and put him on top of the brown thing that is on the pony’s back. The lady stands in front of the camera and counts to three and then takes the picture. By this time my brother and I are a little closer to the pony. The lady takes her son and walks away. The man and the lady are just standing there it seems as if they are waiting for someone else to walk along and take a picture with that beautiful pony. I turn to my brother Doug and tell him,

“I want to take a picture with the pony.”

Doug looks at me and says,

“So do I, let’s ask the lady if we can take one.”

By this time the man and lady are staring at us. The lady waves us over I look at my brother Doug and see him already walking over to them so I run to catch up to him. The lady asked my brother,

“Would you like to take a picture with the pony?”

My brother and I look at each other with the biggest smile on our faces. We both nod our heads yes. The lady then tell us,

“Go ask your parents for permission and if they say yes then we can take pictures of you guys with the pony.”

So my brother and I run as fast as we can to our apartment to go ask for permission. Before we went into the house we decided to ask my dad because he never told us no. My brother did all the talking and I just stood there and gave my daddy the please look, plus I was a daddy’s girl so I was sure he would say yes. So my brother starts by telling my dad all about the man and the lady with the pony and how they are taking pictures and if we could please take one all we needed was to get permission from our parents and they would take our pictures. My dad does not really ask us any questions he just looks at us and says,

“Sure go a head guys have fun.”

So my brother and I run as fast as we can back to where the pony is. We get there out of breath and my brother says as we are running up to the lady,

“My dad said yes he said we could.”

So the lady asked my brother; “What apartment do you live in so we can deliver the pictures when they are ready?”

Doug says, “apartment 114.”

The lady writes down the apartment number onto a paper. I went first, the lady put me into a vest it had a star on the right side and was brown and very stiff. She made me put these funny looking hard brown pants over my jeans I had on. She then tied a red bandana around my neck; she then put this big red cowboy hat on my head. The man then picked me up and put me on the horse. I was the happiest girl that day I could not believe I was sitting on top of a real life pony. I took my picture and the man took me down. Doug was next. I just stood there and watched him and I knew Doug was just as happy as me when he was on top of the pony. After we were both done the lady told us that when the pictures were done in a few weeks they would take them to our apartment and give them to our parents. We went on and played like we had been doing before we saw the pony. Weeks pass and we hear a knock on our front door. We hear my dad answer the door. My brother and I look at each other because we both recognized the voice we heard on the other side of the door. It was the lady and she had our pony pictures. What happened next was not what we expected to hear. We hear the lady tell my father about the pictures.

“Hello sir I have the pictures your son and daughter took a few weeks with our pony.”

My dad answers back, “What pictures? I did not take my son or daughter to take any kind of pony pictures.”

The lady explained when and where they took the pictures of us and she told my dad we had come home to get permission from our parents and we went back and told them our dad said yes that we could take the pictures. At this point my dads face did not look to well. The lady then brings out two huge envelopes filled with pictures of my brother and I on the pony.

The lady asked, “Are these your children sir?”

My father responded, “Yes those are my children.” At this point we knew my dad was not happy so we ran to our rooms and hoped he would not come and look for us. Were we wrong, my dad comes in and tells us he paid for the pictures and he thought they came out really nice. That’s all he says and walks out of my room. My brother and I run to see our pictures and we also loved the way we looked on top of that beautiful brown and white pony. That was the best day for us and we had a picture to remind us of that day. It was not till later on in life when my brother and I were adults did we really find out the truth about the pictures and how my dad really felt. Well it turns out not only did our dad not believe there was really a lady, a man, and a pony that we could take pictures with and that was the reason why he said we could take pictures because he really did not believe us about any of this. Not only did my dad buy the pictures he did not believe us about but my brother and I ended up ordering the most expensive package so my dad paid over a hundred and fifty dollars on pictures he did not think existed. This was the first of many things I did to find myself getting into trouble about as a child. My dad did not get after us because he was the one that gave us permission to take the pictures. In a way I feel my dad wished he did get after us because a few years later I ordered silverware from Fingerhut and my dad was stuck paying for that just like the pictures.

My Pony Pictures

Decisions

They could be good they could be bad
Think before and then react.
You have a choice so think twice
What you decide might change it all.
They could be good they could be bad
So there will be no turning back
Live the future or the past!